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Before I go on, let's absorb these quotes:

1. "Genius is eternal patience." -Michaelangelo (the quote of the day on Bloomberg)
2. "Never argue with the foolish, they will only drag you to their level, and beat you with experience." -Unknown (an e-mail from dad this afternoon)

Take your time. Drink them in. I know I should.

Now.

The bible teaches us that sin is committed not during or after physically realizing a sinful act, but at the point of inception--at the mere thought of it. So today, I have broken at least one [commandment]((http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus%2020:1-20;&version=31;), i.e. number six when I heard a voice mail left on my mobile from Freak. (Previous rants stored here, here and here.)

My instantaneous thoughts as I was listening to the message, in chronological order:

1. Oh my God, it's him again?! (commandment #3 broken)
2. What the f*ck.
3. You want to meet me at M Bar? Sure--then I can personally gouge your eyes with my stilettos. I'm sure I can pack a pretty mean punch. While you're incapacitated I'll beat all sense out of your head with something hard, heavy and blunt. Then I'll string you up by the toes and leave you to bleed naked in a public square. I don't think I'd care if you make it to a hospital alive or not. (commandment #6 broken)
4. Where the hell is M Bar?...Crap, it's near my office. I wonder if he's working somewhere around here.
5. ...
6. What. Am. I. Thinking.

Please pray for me. I don't like being in this kind of plotting state. I'll be applying for a supplementary line on Saturday, and changing my number. Really should have done this earlier. :") Thank God for his forgiveness.